Two days ago I took the plunge and
ordered a Google Nexus 4. If you know about the history of me and my Blackberry, or my penchant for keeping things until they are absolutely, embarrassingly
unusable, then you’ll understand this is kind of a big deal.
Basically, my Blackberry is still ‘usable’
in the most literal sense of the word, but ever since I dropped it in my
parent’s toilet (unsoiled, thankfully) using it has been even more of a labour of
love than usual. Added to my general Blackberry woes of low (i.e. non-existent)
compatibility and infinite loading screens was a trackball which steadfastly
refused to do what I wanted it to. This is fine if you don’t use the trackball
often, but back here in tactile user interface land you must understand that
the trackball is the essence of the Blackberry Curve.
My trackball kind of works okay for
the most part, but it has become incredibly sensitive; especially in the scroll
up/down department (I don’t want to think about what’s causing it to
malfunction since its Cousteau-esque adventure). This stops me from
scrolling up and down message histories, meaning that I have to commit entire conversations to memory and then hope that my replies cover everything. Too
bad if someone refers to a message they sent a couple of days ago, that baby is
gone. In a Zen kind of way it’s somewhat refreshing to be constrained to the
present, but in an actual day-to-day want to live successfully kind of way it’s
shit.
As attached as I have been to my
Blackberry, I’m excited about my new phone. I've been checking the order status hourly and telling anybody who'll listen about my purchase. My childish glee may say
something about the attractiveness of Google products, because generally I try
not to let material objects determine my emotions. This is clearly a lie if you
read my Blackberry post, but in any case as someone who tries not to buy into new
product bullshit I’m somewhat embarrassed about the daydreams my imminent new phone has induced.
I’ve been imagining the endless range of apps and games I’ll be able to download, and how I’ll suddenly become infinitely more valuable to my friends, because while they’re all struggling to load an Apple maps page on their iPhone I’ll be whizzing around with the greatest of ease on Google maps (or, you know, something else that people do with smartphones. I wouldn't know). Even stupid stuff that I know I don’t care about—such as the Nexus always being the first phone to receive Android updates when they come out—has me pinching myself as if I’m in some sort of wonderful dream.
I’ve been imagining the endless range of apps and games I’ll be able to download, and how I’ll suddenly become infinitely more valuable to my friends, because while they’re all struggling to load an Apple maps page on their iPhone I’ll be whizzing around with the greatest of ease on Google maps (or, you know, something else that people do with smartphones. I wouldn't know). Even stupid stuff that I know I don’t care about—such as the Nexus always being the first phone to receive Android updates when they come out—has me pinching myself as if I’m in some sort of wonderful dream.
And this is all before the phone
has even arrived. At the time of writing, the order status is still ‘Pending’*,
so I technically haven’t even paid for it yet. Which leads to the real reason I’m
worried. I’m not even a Nexus owner and already I feel like I’ve become a
massive Google tool. I’m going to be that person at parties who starts talking
about all the reasons their semi-obscure phone is vastly superior to everybody
else’s and have all sorts of little stupid apps to prove it. I’m going to be
that person in the supermarket using Google Goggles to take photos of all the
products and then read other Google tools’ reviews of them. I’m going to
inadvertently check the wrong box while browsing my Gmail account and sign away
my power of attorney to Sergey Brin.
This is troubling because I’ve
often been asked why I don’t own/want an iPhone. I usually mumble something
about not wanting to be a mindless drone to a giant corporation. And
then I go and buy a Nexus. I suck.
*It's probably frozen because they've discovered I use Hotmail.
*It's probably frozen because they've discovered I use Hotmail.
So glad you're getting a new phone Dom!
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